Exhilaration...and just...life

I have never in my life been this momentarily happy.  It's crazy awesome, almost too much to experience at one time.  And I can't really explain it.  Between discovering Nerdfighteria, getting completely re-mega-obsessed with Harry Potter and his fandom, and realizing that I want to go to college and graduate and become a self-supporting writer who lives in a crappy apartment in NYC and just make the world a better place...I don't know.  Well, that's just the build-up.  Today, I discovered Katy Perry's song "Firework."  I watched the music video on youtube and completely fell in love with it even though I'm not generally a supporter of Katy Perry.  I listened to the song once and was like "meh" and then I kept listening to it and I LOVE the parts in the video when the boy gets between his fighting parents and when the girl jumps into the pool with everyone else.  Oh.  I can't even describe it.  And then I put the song to Harry's life journey in my head, and I don't know what happened.  It's like the meaning of life just attacked my brain and wrapped itself around and wouldn't let go.  I thought about my Harry and blasted "Firework" in my already-blown-out eardrums and jumped up and down in my living room.  I realize this won't make any sense to anyone else, but I felt I had to write it down somewhere because it was just the single most awesome moment of my life.  Oh MAN, I wanna go out there in the world and DO something and see places and meet incredible people and make a difference, I can't even hold it all in.  I want LIFE!  I'm so excited about what the future might hold...it's frustrating to know I'm stuck where I am for at least a few more months.  Oh goodness.  LONG LIVE Harry and the people who love him, Nerdfighters, the online community, kindness, and hope! ♥

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